In 1994, I had a dream / vision of being on a beach with special female friend and the moon was bright over the ocean and we saw out in the ocean 2 dolphin jumping over the water. This is beginning of vision that I believe in ways, I am living out today. At the time, I did not know about Autism, but the dream / vision gave a interesting vision and believe that a crisis is coming and that this vision had something about the this vision made me interested in writing a book I called “The Dolphin Chronicle”. In this book, the plan was that these Dolphins were tell the two humans which one myself and other persons was someone that I been searching for ever since this dream. She has long straight black hair and I have always even then known that she was younger than me. At that time, I had no idea why but I believe now I had to wait before this vision reveals itself.

So in about year from this vision, I had another dream I call Sleeper, and it talks about a very special girl that I had to wait for. Then in 2001 before 9/11, I had a dream with the dark hair girl – but this time we were leaving a party and I was wondering when we will meet 40 and she says it does not matter.

So lets move up to almost present, when I first learn about Autism. The poem that was called “Sleeper” was mention in meeting that started this who journey. I learn about Autism though a book that consoler told me about called “Look me in the eye” – back then I could not look anybody in the eye and in fact my mom has been telling me since I was young.

So, what about vision of this crisis. Well know is 2018 and I believe that Dolphins in the original dream that was warning us about a crisis are not actually Dolphins but people on the Autism Spectrum. I believe the crisis is much more personal to me and many others. I have struggle all my life being alone and single. I am older person in this journey and even when younger, I would use technology to escape from reality of this problem. As now I got older and even run in troubles like my teeth or even my truck, I realize the struggle of being alone is that I have nobody that can help me when I am need. Father more, I thought of parents getting older and in their 80’s and this makes me think of my life. What do I leave when I die, do I have wife and kids to remember me and will I have any body to care about in my life that is special.

Well the crisis is not really a crisis when it is just myself, I believe that technology is escape from reality and makes the situation. In last decade or so, we as humans have seem the appears of cell phones and also even people not of spectrum have been hook to their phones at social parties in stead of talking to other human being. No wonder that there are more people on the Autism spectrum than ever before. This is crisis that I believe is coming and it gets worsts – because there more younger people on the spectrum than the older ones and it going to be worst for this younger people and at the same time technology is going to increase making the situation worst.
The following is closest thing I can find that comes close to original vision, it is picture of two Dolphins looking at moon in hope. But just remember that is from earlier vision where I did not know about Autism. The hope is in humans and for me personally I hope and even pray this is not fantasy.